That corpse you planted last year in your garden,
Has it begun to sprout? Will it bloom this year?

Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

My mother is a fish.

A man may fish with
the worm that hath
eat of a king, and eat of
the fish that hath fed of
that worm.

Smell as a psychological trigger
Abstract

The biblical story of the origin of life can be read as a foundational narrative shaping the collective consciousness raising questions about the idea of time and materiality. The myth of Eden can be read as the original story of loss: a moment in which humanity becomes aware of what it no longer has. This experience of loss becomes central to the formation of desire and nostalgia.

Nowadays scents are no longer limited or confined to religious or spiritual purposes but are a largely mass produced consumer good, using the language of desirability, sensuality, and identity. As smell presents a direct link to emotions and memory far from the brain's rational filtering system, it functions as a trigger rather than a purely aesthetic experience and lets us reconnect with this desirable state through its physiological essence. Through this, perfume can be understood as a medium that does not restore what has been lost but allows us to grasp its absence.

This essay explores how perfume carries the nostalgia of Eden by tracing its historical origins as a substance used to mask decay and as a testimony of decay through entropy. These ideas are further explored through psychological concepts unraveling the idea of nostalgia and loss such as Jacques Lacan's idea of desire, Freud's idea of repression or Jung's theory of archetypes. This text weaves these ideas to the concepts of archive, death drive and contextualization revealing the tension between structure and instability, and the impossibility of full recollection and preservation.

Alongside the essay, I work directly with perfumers to explore the smell of decay, not to hide it, but to confront it. This process disrupts perfume's historical role as concealment. It is led by the reframing of decay as a condition of the present, resisting the illusion of the past.

Forbidden fruit smells the sweetest:
How perfume carries the nostalgia of Eden

According to the Greek life of Adam and Eve, before his expulsion from Paradise, Adam received permission to take four kinds of aromatic fragrances to use as early incense offerings. Cinnamon, spikenard, calamus and myrrh.